So here’s the deal, I might have things to say sometimes and I’m looking for an outlet. This may just be the perfect place. A place where I can say random ass shit & people can choose whether or not to listen (read).
I will be taking a Leave of Absence from work in a couple weeks and I’m not sure how to handle this. I’ve worked 5 days a week 8-10 hours a day for the last 4 years straight. What will I do at home?
Maybe this will be the perfect time to get my shit together. I haven’t cleaned out my car in at least 4 years. How awful is that? 2 years ago I had a flat tire (completely bald rather) and I had to get to my spare. How embarrassing! I kid you not, it took me 20 minutes just to unload all the shit from my trunk to get to the bottom! Re-fricken-diculous!! There were newspapers in there from 2004, OMG, I suck! I am not ashamed to admit that I hate the fuck out of cleaning. I could go on and on (and on) about my disaster of a car, but why? I will clean it out tomorrow. Or the tomorrow after that. We’ll see.
I also have a storage shed parked on our property that is larger than our 1st apartment. It costs me $89 per month and is full. I kid you not, full. I could fit more in it, but that would require organizing the stuff that’s in there first. Sometimes I feel like life is just passing me by right before my eyes, and I need a change to slow this down. Maybe getting rid of half my unused (dare I say) Junk, will help unclutter my brain & slow the clock down just a bit.
We’ll see if this LOA gives me time to do the things I am thinking I’d like to do. Maybe you all could just give me a gentle nudge every day to get my ass in gear.
Procrastination is a skill I have mastered. I must break the old habits and start fresh with new ones.
I will get to this tomorrow…
This did not go in the direction I had thought it would, but it matches my personality. Short attention span anyone? Thanks for reading :)
